THROUGH UNTRUE
In today's Gospel, Jesus asks His disciples to feed the tired and hungry crowd that had been following Him. Their response, however, sounds discouraging: “Five loaves and two fish are all we have here” (Mt. 14:17). They forget that Jesus can turn what seems insufficient into overflowing abundance. If they willingly sacrifice the little that they have, a hundredfold reward awaits them.
Many people, however, understand the “hundredfold reward” in a purely transactional or mathematical way. They imagine that if they give two hundred pesos to the poor, God will reward them with twenty thousand pesos in return. Such thinking reduces God to a lottery machine and strips sacrifice of its deepest meaning.
The reward Jesus promises is far greater than material prosperity. Every time we give up something for God, we enlarge our capacity to enjoy a loving relationship with Him whose love and generosity is boundless. Every act of self-denial reminds us that no created thing deserves our absolute attachment. Gradually, we come to discover that if God is all we have, then God is all we need.
Imagine a child walking with his father across a crowded street. The child owns nothing and carries no money in his pocket. Yet he feels that he lacks nothing because he is holding the hand of the one who loves and provides for him. Our security likewise comes from the certainty that God never lets go of our hand in moments of need.
Many of us are allergic to sacrifices because we think that what we give up will be lost forever. What if we need it someday? Also, we fear that the time, money, or effort we invested in acquiring it will be wasted. Constantly calculating these trade-offs can leave us emotionally drained and reluctant to let go.
But this is precisely why we need to examine and continually rearrange our priorities. We must ask ourselves uncomfortable but necessary questions: What truly matters in my life? Why do I always feel that I do not have enough? Why do I seek security in buying and hoarding things even when I already have so much?
In a world where almost everything we desire can be purchased online and delivered to our doorstep within days or hours, it is easy to become trapped in a cycle of endless shopping, buying, and hoarding. Little by little, the things we acquire begin to crowd out the things that matter most: our peace of mind, our self-respect, our contentment, and, above all, our relationship with God, our family, and our friends.
Possessions make wonderful servants but terrible masters. The more we accumulate without learning to let go, the more our possessions tyrannize us, until we believe that our happiness depends on having more. Eventually, we lose the freedom to live peacefully because we become burdened by the constant fear of losing what we own.
Today's Gospel teaches us that sacrifice becomes easier when it is inspired by love. Giving up something for someone we love does not feel like a loss but a privilege. A mother gladly sacrifices sleep to care for her sick child. A husband or wife willingly sets aside personal comfort for the good of the family. True friends make sacrifices without keeping score because a friend’s joy becomes their own.
God Himself is the supreme example of sacrificial love. As the Gospel proclaims, “For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life” (Jn. 3:16). St. Thomas Aquinas explains that Christ did not die on the cross because our sins were simply too great to forgive. Rather, His death reveals the immeasurable breadth, length, height, and depth of God's love for us.
Every little sacrifice made for God enlarges our freedom and deepens our gratitude for God’s abundant blessings. Today, ask yourself: “God has given me so much. What have I given up for Him lately?”