THROUGH UNTRUE
In today’s Gospel reading, the disciples had locked themselves inside a room, terrified and uncertain about what awaited them (John 20:19–31). They were weighed down by guilt for abandoning Jesus in His darkest hour and crushed by despair after their hopes died with Him on the cross.
To their utter amazement, Jesus suddenly stood in their midst, not dead, but gloriously alive. His first words to them were: “Peace be with you” (John 20:19). This was exactly what their trembling hearts longed for. It was not a polite greeting but a profound gift, grounded in the triumph of His Resurrection. From this moment on, no door, no wall, no fear, and no guilt could keep the risen Christ away. He does not need to force His way in. He emerges from within our hiding places.
Jesus’s gift of peace is unlike worldly peace, which is merely the absence of conflict, often maintained through compromise or fragile alliances. Worldly peace rarely transforms people’s hearts and distorted desires. Before His Passion, He told His disciples: “My peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives” (John 14:27).The peace of Christ brings about inner conversion, like what it did to Thomas, the doubting disciple, who fell to his knees and proclaimed, “My Lord and my God!” (John 20:28).
Jesus’s gift of peace was anything but cheap. When Jesus showed the disciples His wounds,He revealed that true peace cannot be separated from sacrifice. It was purchased at immeasurable cost, so it was large enough to cover their failures, heal their guilt, and restore their dignity.
But although freely offered and always within reach, Jesus’s gift of peace demanded something from His disciples. This is why He repeated “Peace be with you!” four times. He wanted them to understand that what He gave them was more like a seed than a finished product. For it to flourish, they had to nurture it until it became a virtue that would shape their character and direct their way of life. Indeed, peace is both a reality we receive and a vocation we must live. Without this commitment, peace remains powerless to confront the violence and brokenness of the world.
St. Augustine once wrote that peace is the tranquility of order. If we truly desire peace, we will not find it in tranquilizers, sedatives, or substances that merely numb our anxieties. We find it when we put our lives in order. And experience teaches us that the worst disorder that brings chaos into our life is SIN.
This is why today’s Gospel includes Jesus commissioning His disciples: “As the Father has sent me, so I send you. Receive the Holy Spirit. Whose sins you forgive, they are forgiven; whose sins you retain, they are retained” (John 20:21-23). Jesus wanted His disciples not only to receive His peace but also to embody it. They must be instruments of healing and reconciliation, builders of communities where forgiveness is not only an ideal but also a lived reality.
I once read a story of several artists trying to paint the perfect image of peace. Many came up with serene landscapes, placid lakes, glowing sunsets, or quiet meadows. But the one that stood out was the painting of a roaring waterfall crashing violently from a cliff onto sharp rocks. On a small branch jutting out from the cliff sat a tiny bird, calm and unshaken despite the thunderous noise and spray around it. That was the best depiction of peace: not the absence of storms, but rest in the midst of them.
Jesus did not promise us a life without storms. When we greet each other during the Mass, “Peace be with you!” let us remember how Christ empowered us to become signs of His presence and instruments of reconciliation in a world buffeted by storms and longing to be healed.