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Pia Wurtzbach reveals past demons: 'I was self-harming'

Published Dec 11, 2021 04:53 pm

She was on top of the world, having won the highly-coveted Miss Universe title.

But Pia Wurtzbach admitted that behind the glitz and the glamour, she was struggling.

In her first-ever TED talk, Pia revealed how she battled mental health problems while fulfilling her duties as Miss Universe.

“Maybe from afar it did look perfect, but the reality was far from it. What happens is when you win Miss Universe, you're usually given a psychiatrist because you need that. When your life is suddenly changed overnight, you need help,” she revealed on TEDxSingapore uploaded on her YouTube channel, Friday.

She admitted to being diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and major depression.

“Nobody saw it. I was always on time. I never missed a day of work and I just kept going. But as soon as the doors of my room closed, I was a different person,” she said.

It was when she was alone that her troubles would haunt her.

“I had unhealthy coping habits. Plural. And I'll say it straight up. I became anorexic. I was self-harming. I was pulling my hair, a condition called trichotillomania. And in the four corners of my room I also abused alcohol,” Pia shared.

She hid her problems to avoid disappointing fans.

"All my life my purpose was to please others, to fit in, to be the Miss Universe everybody wanted me to be. And so I kept it all to myself even though I was slowly deteriorating inside...Imagine being celebrated as a strong, resilient, determined woman, but deep inside you're going through that,” she bared.

The Miss Universe organization discreetly helped her by bringing her to professionals in New York and Los Angeles.

Pia said she came out with the truth to dispel incorrect notions about being a beauty queen.

“I want to paint a picture not of a perfect beauty queen, but of a real person with real-life experiences. There is no shame in admitting that you are not perfect. And there is no shame in admitting that you need help.”

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