An enterprising fan found out about Maine Mendoza's "secret" blog and the actress is not happy about it.
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In a lengthy post on the site (http://thepessimisticoptimistbella.com/), the 25-year-old star admitted to feeling "upset" about the whole thing.
"Like a montage movie scene, when the actor stays dazed whatever he/she does and wherever he/she goes. Tulala is the term. Tulala pagkagising. Tulala habang umiihi. Tulala habang naliligo. Tulala habang nasa sasakyan. The tulala series ended by the time I reached my workplace. I can’t be inattentive at absentminded at work, it had to end at the parking lot. Just like Mara from Isa Pa With Feelings, the only difference is I am a better driver than her," she related.
She also admitted it made her "sad" that the person who discovered the site felt the need to share it with others on Twitter.
"It is somewhat close to the feeling of having a friend betray you," she said.
Though she understands people will still find out about it one way or the other, Maine wished the person who found the page didn’t share it with everyone.
"Like if you found it, hello, welcome! I’m back to blogging, let’s enjoy the boring content here. Let other people find my page in their own way, something like that. I know some of you will say, 'You better set your page on private instead if you don’t want people reading your blog.' Now this part I don’t think I can properly and clearly explain. Basta. I love writing for strangers. I want to rekindle the intimate connection I used to have with my blog readers. I want to connect with random people through my stories. I don’t want my entries to get talked about by people just because. I long for the connection, not the attention," she pointed out.
Later, Maine seems to have accepted the situation.
"Well, some things arrive earlier than expected and I guess it ain’t that bad of a thing. Just gotta accept things for how they are. I hope you don’t get upset that I spilled my 'unexpected blog discovery' sentiments here. (Buzzkill, right?) It’s my blog after all and that’s what I normally do here – share some of my #UnfilteredLifeSentiments / rants. I hope it’s not too late to give you a warm welcome to The Pessimistic Optimist Bella," she said.
The young star then urged people to refrain from tagging her on Twitter about her entries on the said blog because "it feels weird and awkward."
She ended her rant with a thank you.
"Thank you all again for keeping your love and support for five long years. I appreciate the things you do for me, may it be just watching 'Eat Bulaga' everyday and/or staying up late every Saturday for 'Daddy’s Gurl.' Please know that I appreciate your continuous support."